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Quaran2ns

by The Gentle Yeti

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1.
Intro 03:31
Verse Can I take this time to bear my soul to you? These thoughts inside my head I swear, they want me dead Losing all my faith in everything Gotta find a way to end my suffering Chorus Most days I hardly hope This cold wind will blow me home Is it always darkness before we see the dawn? Most days I'm feeling weak Lost and aimless like a sheep Could you tell me where my Good Shepherd's gone? Have I been wandering along? Verse To tell you the truth, I'd really like to go Away from this old Earth Sleeping soundly in the dirt Perhaps I may have said a tad too much Or maybe you just haven't heard enough Chorus Most days I hardly hope This cold wind will blow me home Is it always darkness before we see the dawn? Most days I'm feeling weak Lost and aimless like a sheep Could you tell me where my Good Shepherd's gone? And I'll stop wandering along.
2.
Heard 03:18
Verse Love can't grow when the roots are seeded in the rocks And change won't happen if we keep on living in a box I've seen you hurt Felt your cries I've stand silent all the time Chorus Your voice will be heard I won't say a word Shout it out Break me down Weave these words into my skin Hungry for the healing to begin Verse Well we can't the peace when you're staring down the barrel of a gun We don't know who to trust when the story gets distorted where it's spun Hurt you once Broke you twice Benefited all those times Promise I will listen to your hurt Verse Violence can't bring back the lives we've seen tragically lost Silence can kill what's been built from the highest of costs You and I Side by Side Keep believing as we cry One day this will all just be a dream.
3.
Verse Everywhere I turn always seeing broken people, shaken people The world is unforgiving everyone is angry fearing, hateful tearful Spiraling out of control Can we all endure some more Is there any guarantee They'll be an end for us to see? Chorus Anybody out there listening (Calling out your name) Fading in and out of consciousness (Am I the one to blame?) Hope runs scares I pray for help Or am I talking to myself? Will I ever be ok? Or will I remain the same? Will I make it to the other side? Verse I try my best to smile through the strain But I crumble and I crack Discouraged in the darkness of these days Craving all the faith that I lack These wars we fight ever stop Will we ever reach the top? Will we make it out alive? Will we make it all out in time? Keep it all Keep it all Keep it all inside (All inside, all inside)
4.
Choke 03:55
Verse Always running But I don't get far Doubts keep floating Like smokes from cigar Isolation calls my name Restless thoughts that I can't tame Chorus How long will I keep wasting away SIliently killing myself in this way I'm becoming secondhand smoke Hold your breath before you choke Verse Wish I was stronger Losing these fights Love's at the door But I punch out the lights Isolation I accept I deserve these punishments Verse Always rushing into the arms Of familiar habits that gave me these scars Isolation calls me friend You'll never see me again Outro I've been waiting I've been praying I've been searching for so long For a light to guide me home And to never feel alone If you're there in the darkness Swiftly safe me from myself Break these walls I've been hiding Pick me up from where I fell
5.
Verse You show me roses But I only see the thorns You give me love But I don't know what for You kill me softly With the kindness you show If I were you, I'd cut my losses and go Chorus Holding my breath As I continue to sink Slowly to the bottom of the sea Losing my breath The light above starts to shrink Darkness is all that's left for me Verse You give me pleasure but I just give you pain You bring me light but I drown you in rain My constant ups and downs must drive you insane I'd understand if you just walked away Chorus 2 Holding my breath As I continue to sink Slowly to the bottom of the seas Losing my breath The light above starts to shrink Am I too far for your love to find me?
6.
Running 03:35
Verse Never throwing caution to the wind Preventing all the walls from caving in Holding onto things I should let go Never let the seeds inside me grow Believing that I'll only bring you down Creating only pain when I'm around Think its time for me to leave this town Chorus I'm always running I'm always running I'm always running Verse Holding onto hope is hard these days Darkness always swallows it away Light begins to show then starts to fade Leaving us with only cloudy days I try to let the sun shine on my skin Even when the light outside grows din I can feel the darkness closing in Outro Does anybody feel like running? Does anybody feel like running? Does anybody feel like running? Cause I feel like running
7.
Verse I'm in disbelief By you loving me the way that you do What do you see in me? Can't accept that I'm the one that you choose Would you wait for me When I fall again to the ground? Would you still want me around? Chorus Would you still love me if I told you all the things that I am? Would you still love me if the castles that I built were made of sand? Wondering, wondering Am I a burden to love Verse Fortified So you don't have to see what I am Stand aside Don't try to save what's already damned Could you break these walls I've been building up all these years Help me slowly face my fears? Outro (I'm just a burden to love) Take these thoughts From me head Tired of living like I'm dead
8.
Verse I keep on writing songs About building walls But someday, I hope they all come down Keep on riding alone, Living life on my own Maybe someday, someone will come around Step by step breathing in these breathes Need a couple feathers more to fly Breaking down these walls will take some time Chorus I don't know where this is going But I like just where we're at Heaven up above always lighting up our path I don't know about you but I keep smiling When I'm with you Always learning 'bout each other every day Never running out of things to say Together we'll continue to climb One day at a time One day at a time Verse We keep on smiling and laughing Share what's been happening In these crazy days Staying up and just talking from night until morning I think that deserves some praise Verse It's no shocker to me You help everyone see Just how special they really are All the things you do Help inspire me to Not be ashamed of all of my scars Step by step Breathing in these breaths Need a couple feathers more to fly You bring all this light into my life
9.
Verse Well you make me feel like flying When I'm fallen You make me feel like laughing When I'm so damn close to crying I think that I found someone I think that I found someone I think that I found someone For me Chorus Falling in love isn't hard to do When the person that you're falling for is someone like you I know I'll a lot of mistakes I'll do my best to live my life in the grace My heart skips a beat every time that I see your face Verse Well you make me feel complete When I'm broken into billions of pieces You're the person I hope to meet I've been searching for all through the seasons Verse All the places where I used to run to I'd rather run straight into your arm If the big bad world tries to hurt you I'll hold you tight to keep you from harm I think that I found someone I know that I found someone I finally found someone For me
10.
Verse Darling, meet me this evening On the wrong side of town We'll drink coffee and whiskey Taking in those city sounds One more sweet, tender kiss 'fore I go As long as your love's in my heart I'm never alone Chorus I've been longing for the warmth of your touch I can't count the ways you've loved me so much Not a day that goes by where I don't think of you Through thick and thin, we'll see this all through Verse Darling, call me this evening Miss the sound of your sweet voice Just keep on believing I'll make it back to Illinois World is changing, we know Long as your love's in my heart, I'm never alone Verse Darling, life sure ain't easy When we're million miles apart Kept your letters and writing Memorized them all by heart Every word that I read I could feel I promise my love I'll be home soon
11.
Verse I started this week Hungry for hope The world got me pinned down at the end of it's scope It all gets too much to the point where I Just can't cope Chorus I got half a mind to quit Half a heart to fight Dangling slow At the end of my rope We'll make it through x5 Verse They say, "God's in the rain" But I struggle to see it I envy all the people who have the faith to believe it We're searching for the answers And some people think they've found it Verse I got a spark in this heart It blinks and it flickers The winds of this year have caused my glow To burn dimmer Will it get worse before we all Start to feel better?
12.
Here To Stay 04:25
Verse Most of my life I spiral out of control Breaking off the pieces that I wish would stay whole Getting used to always picking myself up from this cold floor But since the day I met you Everything began to change Trials in my life, one by one Would disarrange Never thought I would see life outside of this self made cage Chours Dark days They're still coming But I know that I'll be safe in your arms My feet They ain't running Cause I want to be wherever you are Oh I'll hold you till the pain goes away We're gonna be ok Verse When it comes to my heart I guard it close to my chest Choices that I've made have turned my life to a mess The times I've spent with you made me feel like I've been blessed My walls keep coming down Every time you're next to me You helped restore my faith So I can walk where I can't see Verse This world takes what it wants Never cares who it hurts Try to make it better End up making it worse But know that you and I, side by side, we'll make this work You help me to be strong When the world is unforgiving When I'm beating down Your love gives me the healing Your presence in my life give me purpose for the bleeding Dark days They're still coming But I know that I'll be safe in your arms My feet They ain't running Cause I want to be wherever you are Oh I'll hold you till the pain goes away Because I'm here to stay.

about

So here we are. Never thought I'd be making ANOTHER album in this wonderful year of 2020. To be honest, after releasing my first Quarantunes album, I really wasn't in a great spot, mentally. My mind started going to some pretty gloomy places. And as a result, my music got a bit darker.

This album was very therapeutic for me to write. Its not the most technically proficient but its definitely my most personal project I've done. There's a lot of lyrics and songs on here that I was really hesitant on showing because, quite honestly, I wasn't sure how people would react. Some of these tracks are brutally honest and raw. I don't sugar coat what I say on this record. But my intent wasn't to make people feel more sad than they already are. However, I also didn't want to compromise or dilute what I was truly feeling during these times.

So this album acts as almost a time capsule of where my head was at. It wasn't all doom and gloom because I really had some AMAZING moments happen to me during the recording of this album. And ultimately, it was those amazing moments that helped inspire me to finish this album. If it wasn't for those positive moments, I don't think this album would've seen the light of day.

100% of the proceeds made by this album is going towards The Mental Health Foundation of Alberta. They continue to provide Albertans with resources and support during this trying year we're all collectively facing.

Hope this album brings you emotional release and peace.

Stay safe out there! See you in the new year :)

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released December 31, 2020

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The Gentle Yeti Edmonton, Alberta

The Gentle Yeti is a peaceful and eccentric folk singer/songwriter. Through heartfelt, humorous, and vulnerable lyrics paired with a strong yet delicate voice that's brimming with emotion,his hope is to put a smile on your face and lift your spirits up, wherever you're at in your life. ... more

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